What is wrong with me?!?! Damn I can’t sleep. I sms’ed a friend asking is she asleep. Yeah stupid thing to ask when you know that person might be pissed getting early morning, unimportant, pointless, sms.
Well, i am sleep-deprived. So pardon my stupidity. On the other hand, it might be fun if I can witness the whole pissy scene. Hehe ok now I feel better.
It’s not pointless after all :D
Why do I write in English instead of my native Bahasa Malaysia?
Recently I read a few blogs in BM. Some are really good. Expressive, cool and not sounding ‘weird’. Since BM is my native language which I use everyday, so why don’t I write in BM?
Simple answer: My BM is really bad.
A slightly better answer is that I’m not very good at expressing myself in BM. It felt awkward. Cluttered with borrowed words – an inadequacy of my own knowledge instead of the language itself.
So I write in English. Not to say I write good English. Hell NO! I don’t even speak good English. But my thoughts flows easier in English. Like when in the middle of a fight with my companion, it’s always in English. Haha.
But I want to try, hopefully without sounding too funny, to write in BM. Well, anytime is a good time to start:
Aku akan cuba menulis dalam Bahasa Malaysia mulai sekarang.
ps: Mungkin tidak sepenuhnya kerana aku sudah mula merasa janggal dengan tulisan kecil aku ini.
