Sunday 25 October 2009

Innocence & Purity

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I found Innocence & Purity
Wrapped in her soft frail body
I found Passion & Empathy
Embodied in her tender soul

I found Wit & Insight
Embedded in her lucent mind
I found Faithfulness & Truth
Shining in the wake of her light

I found Dreams & Desire
Radiated from her sweetly scented skin
I found Laughter & Joy
Without pretense, without feign

But she said no to me

For my feet are mired
My hands are grimed
Wandering and wounded
Severed and divided

Hope I’ll cross her path again
When I’m free of my sins

Wednesday 21 October 2009

Of Hindi movies & Food

Recently I’ve been exposed with too many Hindi movies and TV series. It’s my mom’s doing – I gotta explain the story to her :|

Anyways, I’ve learn a few things while in that tortured position:
1. Malay & Hindi language share similar words like almari (Closet. yup it’s their word), mungkin (maybe), musibah (catastrophe), to name a few beside the well-known syabas (congrats), maut (death) …and hospital (err…).

2. To signify sunrise, they use loud sound fx of morning birds. Many many birds. Very very loud. Wondered if they woke up and yell “Yeaaayy happyyy” (sic: about firecrackers and Deepavali)

3. In Hindustani drama Food is a very important aspect to in-laws (whole bunch of them). Preparation, cooking, serving, how it taste like, etc took 3 episodes in which the new daughter-in-law showed blissful happiness when everything went well. Almost orgasmic. Really.

Talk about food, recently I had a conversation using food as analogy to relationship. About either you’re the type of person who likes drive-through or a complete meal from appetizer to dessert. I believed in the latter but what’s more important to me is not how you do it, but who you do it with and the occasion, small or big. You could still feel lonely having 12-course ballroom dinner surrounded by hundreds of people. In the other hand, a drive-through could be a great experience if you’re with somebody special.

Atleast IMO, that is better than to eat alone isn’t it?

Monday 12 October 2009

Hujan

Hujan dah mula turun sekarang. Bagus lah.
Boleh tenggelam bising kehidupan luar sana.

Hujan tengah turun lebat sekarang. Bagus lah.
Boleh aku lemaskan diri dalam kekelabuan.

Hujan dah nak berhenti sekarang. Ahh tak bagus.
Tak cukup tebal untuk menyepi diri

Hujan dah merintik perlahan. Sangat tak bagus.
Tak cukup reda emosi kelam ini

Hujan dah berhenti. Tsk kenapa berhenti?
Terpaksa aku kembali pada bising dan bahang luar sana.

Dan guruh selepas tamat hujan seperti mengejek.
"HAHA nak singkir diri pun kau tak terdaya”